suffering...

i had love someone,the one i love had jux break up...
actually we know few month ago...
love not depend on time right???
duno why...i'm start to think of her everyday...
hope tat i can meet her atl ease once per day...
i think i'm started to fall in love...lol...
duno wat to do now...she seem to be good with me...but i think i souldn't do anything now.
wait for sometime, let her recover from hurt only do sth to let her know my feeling ba.
is she hav some feeling on me too???hmm..not dare to think it..haha
cox i really hav too much of fail relationship...
eh eh eh, doesn't mean i'm a play boy le...i'm quite innocent actually :p wahaha
is me cheated by gir la...haha
dun worry..no matter how...i will try once ge..to make my life no regret!!

actually i still have some stress on spot...wait me settle all there 1st ba^^
all the best to myself
and alse all the best to others...

wow..bcp exam T.T

tis week ho..is my exam week...yet,other than exam, i stil hav a lot of thing to do wo!!
haha...wanna know wat???tel u later..
let discuss about my bcp exam today..
i study seriously in tis subject ga...but le...can't do well in it oso ( under expect ) haha!!
however, i can do the 1st part then i can't do the last part lo T.T
stil can apst or credit de...
tml is my econ test..must go back study hard!!wanna get HD..!!wahaha...hehe >:)
tis month i want to rush my 21%, so i'm very busy in my business..
then le...i'm very nervous now oso...i duno when shud i tel the girl i love that my truth feeling.
is she stil together with her bf???seem like no more already..
i wanna try...if can't success...GOD,hlp me, pls dun let me be too emberassing..haha..
n stil can be fren with her la...couple is nice, but fren oso not bad wat..hehe
how shud i start le??hmm...have to plan...haha...

haiz...keep smiling n laughing...but i real damn nervous n worry la!!!haiz...
concentrate in study 1st...then go biao bai..then continue my business...

tis is wat i plan...a sincere heart to touched everyone around me^^
hope everyone around me can be happy always...
u happy i'm happy de la!!hehe...

life is good..fight for it...
do your best!!then enjoy fully...

i'm back!!

wow,long long time din post anything...sorry to my blog^^ wahaha...
actually i'm vvvvvv busy tis few week la...almost forgot tat i had a blog here waitng for me to share my thing to it...
a had a new turn point in my business..going to be the youngster soon!!
excited...still hav to keeping planning n working...
ga yau..ah kit!!!wohoho....

too bad tat i can't help all my fren to make them look clear their future...especially to someone i care more...but i will try my best..hope my changing n improve may affect them...reality is thousand cruel than u expected....must stand hard....keepng moving forward!!winner is who slove the problem, loser is who solve by the problem...you can do it!!!YA,dun hesitate,i'm talkng to u...who reading tis blog...believe in yourself...YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

secondly...i face some problem oso...haiz....actually wat is love le???it really a mystery...i really duno wat is it...not dare to touch it...even though i always said "think is problem, do is answer"
yet, i still cannot involve in the word "love". i scare i can't handle it...not sure tat whether i'm worrying will hurt other or myself...

however, i do feel like wanna find someone to share to my happiness, sadness, listen my story, share my award, be with me or support me whenever n whereever i do.

mayb i really think too much...jux go ahead..."think is problem, do is answer"!!!

finish exam.!!YEA..

today is my last day of exam..jux finish MS test..
siok siok la...hahahahaha!!!
TWO week of break...even is short...but i wonder for long time liao!!
monday-account..silly mistake..haiz..but stil can get HD luckily..
tuesday-Englis, so far so good..i think can get credit ge..
wednesday-math...silly mistake oso..haiz..but i htink oso can get DH la..hehe
thursday-economic..wtf..mistaken again..OMG..pls..but stil DH la..lolx
today(friday)-malaysian studies..my godness..my poorest subject..hope can pass la..i jux brought in my AK-47 to shoot only..haha

planning what to do during my break..hav to improve myself more..n continue my business..
gambatte..everyone work smart together ba^^
enojy your life..IT IS GOOD actually..hehe

all the best to everyone!!bye..

GREAT NEWS..tis month i rise pin again!!!

tel u tat..i had achieved 15% tis month...





amway is a great business la..it let me learn n experience different kind of thing in my life..


it's not tat hard to do as u figure..


the point in not u can or can't..the point is u WANT or DUN WANT..!!


think about it..of everyone who read my blog..


u can achieve success anytime if u WANT n ready to CHANGE from today!!


on the other hand..if u dun want..no matter ho i help u..u will still feel it tough..





peoblem will always be the problem..but solution is always create the human!!


if u want to get something..definitely u will find your way out..


for example..if u wanna tackle a girl..no matter how hard..u must find the point to get her!rite??





here i show u some photo as evidence of my face tat b4 i use amway product n after use amway untrion n skin care..




this pic when i was form5..stil young,face nice


another pic of form5 trip


after form6 exam..eat n sleep worst tat period n cause much pimple

2pic showing 2 side of face..it is obvious..really loss all the confidence tat time..haiz
i had go for 2 dif facial treatment use up 5000++,but uselss then see doc..use up 2000++ oso useless..freally fed up n hopeless tat time..
at last i meet my dear upline..he advise me to take nutrilite n try amways world top 4 artistry..
within 2 month..
i get back my nice face n fill in all confidence again!!

tis is the new leng zaii..(after reborn)
haha :p

thank you nutrilite..!!

LIFE IS GOOD!!LIVE IT..!!national convention!!

wow..sorry for the late post..cox i'm really damn busy..

sunday nite..me,ah long,xin yu,pei hua, lee ee,sam,angie,joey and more more more ah..

wnet to the amway national convention..

super high oh~~ the show start at 6.30 but we arrive at 3.30 ( scare no seat) haha..

however, we all stil have to wait outsude the stadium..n those indian fans keep screaming n cheering outside the stadium entarnce..it look soo strong..

we eat ice-cream n take photo outside to wait for the begin..

after that..we can go in le..but those ppl were soo rude..keep pushing, really beh tahan..mayb there really too excited to meet our dear diamonds,crown n our big boss doug devos..

so....can't blame oso geh...those ppl is truth charming...

yes,we really find a good place which located in the midle of the hall..damn cool..

95% of ppl r wearing the same shirt..cox it is include with the ticket..

before the show start,everyone stil making alot of noice inside..keeping making fun..

finally the show start..the mc was great oso..he can bring up the feeling,create a nice occasion for us to start..

after that is invite those daimond n above to the stage..n DOUG DEVOS appear oso..1st time meet him..(really look like mr lai) haha..

all the daimond n triple daimond giving the fantastic speech..

dato zulkifri n the idian daiomnd who i forgot his name gif a good impressive

thier speech really damn damn good..

age 26 become daimond!!whole family doing amway business..enojoyed every month 500k income n 2 time free trip per year..wow..wtf!!how to hav such life style??

after the speech..it make me stand up again n believe tat everyone can success..WHY NOT ME??we can success even though we r young..if u can success either older or younger..why dun u choose younger??so u can enjoy longer??

we need to enjoy life..not work for life..(like a rat race) repeat n repeat..

LIFE IS GOOD..LIVE IT!!

saturday NDS.....GREAT

wow..i tell u oh~~ it is super worth..
1 emerad , 2 daimond & 2 triple daimond giving speech tat day..

but i'm going to describe few of them here only..

first time see tan pik san giving speech..she really a strong women, i salute her!!!

2nd the fair lady guy..he is a eyes specialist in a glassess shop..count as a pro!!he's from perak oso..his monthly salary last time was 540 buck only!!working 12 hr per day..through amway..he had his own fair lady now..the one of the younger daimond in M'sia..

3rd the triple daimond from thailand..she had a funny story..her sponsor is person who wrong dailing n sponsor de..haha..weird rite??mayb it is planned by god..she oso another lady tat i have to salute..she is a scienctist, executive vice president of many big company in thailand..1day per week do amway oso can be emerad..wth!!too great la..she is a kind women^^

i had recorded some of their speech..but it's too long..i promiss i will learn how to cut it short n post it to share with u guys^^

Amway..the best direct sales in the world!!

my 1st ice skating experience!!

wow...long time is post new blog liao..
sorry to everyone..
got reason actually..
i was soo busy for preparing my 3 presentation n 3 project assignment..for the past few week..
today..finally i finsh all the task..n next week will me my study week..so i'm free to skate with my fren.
wow,i really a wonderful experience oh..i can't count how mny time tat i falls..so pain..i had been skate for alomst 4 hr there..at last i learn it..my fall is worth..lol
too bad tat i never take any photo..the falling pic might be very funny..but when pai seh actually..some ppl may laugh at u when u fall n very loud somemore..
lucky..not all r the same..some kind girls n guys may come over n gif u a hand oso ge :p
stil rmb the time i came out the skate area..my leg like loss control..totally nerve ruin..
envy those can skate well la..they really look cool..

ok la,very tired oh~ hope can share more thing with u all..
n post more often la..hehe

I DYE MY HAIR...!!!HoHo...

i took 12.30 bus back from kl today..n reach home around 3.30..
today i hav a plannig which is dye my hair..so i make a cal to my fren who work in salon to book a time and he gif me 4.30pm!!

i go back rest a while then drive there..actually i hav plan it for sooo long...i duno whether want to dye onat,cox it may look like bad boy...after tat i realise..i'm stil young..shud try everthing once..no harm wat.... (but not drugs n cigar)

i sit at salon for almsot 2hr..1st time in my life sit damn long in salon to "make" my hair..
luckily the effect not bad..quite nice n nature..i like it...it cost 65 bucks..but nvm la..since i'm getting my financial independent slowly..it is fine for me..

here to advise all youngster..dye hair doesn't mean bad la..be open mind..try something new..once per life ma..haha..after try few time oso keep it back la.. :p haha dun punch me ah..

pray for 4 chaun victims..
pray for evryone i know..
god bless u^^

Reaching 15% lu...!!

i'm going to reach totally 15% income of my business's volume...great happy for tat..working hard to reach 21%..i wanna success since young..young is my capital..must learn and work hard..do not waste time..yet..hope to find someone share my honor too..lol..haha..too desprate??

going back home tml..long time din see my mum liao...14 days :p .. happy..n oso can touch my dearest wife..(piano)..n visit all my fren..

nth much to say n post..thx my upline n downline here..

all the best to everyone..
pray for those who involve in nature disaster..
especially fren in china..
cheer up!!hope is always in front..

Singapore is cool!!

wow..jux finish my cousin's wedding last saturday..there was a life band..n i'm the camera man tat day..everyone is enjoyed..n u guess i meet who?one actor in "i'm not stupid" , i had took pht with her,but not with my camera..can't post now..my cousin n her husband look very nice..the audience request them to kiss for 9 sec for "long long nine nine" , n they did it too..lol..so sweet..

somemore,my god mum's (cousin's mum) fren keep saying me look smart in the wedding dinner..quite happy lo~~lol..



after tat, my god mum did brought me to the nite club oso which alot of china n local lady will sing n serve u..a great exp..i hav seen it in show for long time but the 1st time test it myself..thx kai ma^^ those girl really damn beautiful o~~now i know why those uncle n ah pek sooo love to be in those place..lol..tat nite i was the youngest n tallest man,many ppl looking at me..n my kai ma request me to play 1 song by using keyboard n she sing..after tat..i become more charming..all those china girl keep look n smile with me..some even come to shake hand n chat awhile with me..the custom air-line..check tis n tat..can't bring liquid n bla bla..but u nice n romance for new or old couple i feel..when it reach the top..u can see the whole s'pore nite sight..tis s'pore is worth la..even i sleep at 4am everyday at there..



some our family member around 28 ppl had went for the "singapore eye" it cost each person $29.5 damn exp..but it really nice..whole process is 30 min in tat big n air-con container..but we had line up for 1hr..they guard like air-port pass custom toll..



today..i took 7.30am bus back from s'pore to kl..n the moment i reach my apartment..i meet someone tat i din see long time..which is my god sis who is indo student n same secondary shl with me..she n her bf (who is my senoir too,teacher me drum), they r dating when i'm junior 1,until not i'm uni 1 they stil being good..feel greatest happy to them..n they told me tat they going to marry at nov tis year..WOW!!wonderful news..a couple start from secondary shl..can maintain until marry..it is a rare relationship..sis i love u..hope u all the best..with the best husbad in this world..the boy live in ipoh while girl study in kl,n the boy stil in ipoh then the girl return indo..who say long distance relationship is hard????as long as u both really love each other in your deep heart..with a word "believe" , this word make many things come truth,not even love..so..a sincere wish for those long distance couple..

i'm s'pore

feeling better today..i took bus to s'poreaftercalss at 11am.

reached at 6pm..i eet a new fren at buswho from kl.he work in IT.when chat at lot..i mention bout my business to him.he first time come to s'pore..i take care of him..take him to custom and MRT..

i meetmy niece..he is soooo cute...i reallylike kids a lot^^ he is my cousin 1st baby..i feel tat i grow older suddenly..lol..as now i'm someone's uncle liao..i had carry him for so long and keep maikng him smile,feel great :p

feel sad and pray for all ppl who involve in china's disaster.may god bless all of them.

My !st Blog...

Always seeing that many of my friends has a blog, I've decided to start one on my own today..15th of may..a day should be remember..i'm emo today..very down..very sad..there are many words in my heart need to be express..duno who i'm going to tel..therefore i choose to type it out..

i had rejected by someone (can count as) , since cheated by girl half year ago..i stand up agian to chase another..i din really request her to be my gf..din think tat may have a rlationship with her in a short term..however, the time when i concern her last nite..she said sth like wat a girl reject a guy when they "biao bai"..feeling is like death sentence without any reason..a knight been killed even not yet show his sword..

is ok too..at lease i know she will feel better after saying so to me..she may release some of her pressure [(maybe) if i' m tat effected]..my famous phrase again "you happy, i' m happy"..before this i already planned not to chase her, jux try to be her good fren, help her stand up from hurt n ... ... only see how after all these..never expect she wil say so to me..even already planned, i stil feel hurt when i heard such words from her..sound funny oh??laugh me ba..

i' m not really tat strong as my figure, 3 time cheated by girl continuously, and killed by the 4th target so fast..this make me suffer..haiz..i jux need somewhere for me to express (like blog) will be alright..recover fast..as long as i din hurt her..(definitely NO)..(not tat important)..

lastly..hope she can recover as soon as possible..find me anytime when u need me..(IF)..no point to feel sad for such suck ex..must be happy..show him tat he's not tat important, u can stil live happily n freely without him..not worth to get effcted by such stupid..there r stil many good guy waiting u outside ge..cheer up..jux open your heart..u can do it..i'll pray for u instead..

feeling more more better now..start to telling some good news, i had be success to sold about 4 sets vitamin today..happy not because of selling..is i can help 4 frens to know more n how important tat vitamins are^^

tis my 1st blog..feeling not bad..hope this is not my first and last blog la :p..
all the best to everyone
stay happy always
especially HER......